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(no subject) [Apr. 29th, 2004|11:28 am]
Perpetual One
[mood |boredbored]

Well folks, here I am living in Texas..... It's weird here, and SLOW...I get road rage, standing in line rage, waiting for anything to get done and get done correctly rage, sometimes I think _almost_ everyone here must of rode the short bus to school......Jeff thinks I should maybe stop drinking coffee, but he is just as bad...well almost as bad. And people here do NOT know how to drive.

Don't know if I like it or not but I better make the best of it cuz we aint moving anytime soon....I'll be back in chicago for a couple days in June.

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Still Alive [Jan. 27th, 2004|11:22 am]
Perpetual One
[mood |nervousnervous]

well it's been forever since I have updated here....It's been forever since I have taken any kind of time to really do much of anything on the computer.

So recent updates...I put myself on a "diet program" at the end of October and have managed to take of about 25 pounds! yay me!

End of November old flame walks back into my life and we have been doing very well since then. Last weekend I went with him down to Missouri to visit some of his family and while lying in bed that Saturday night he asked me to move to Dallas with him...I am a little freaked out, but I am going to go for it....Tonight I am going to fax over the credit application for our apartment so if that goes through it looks like I will be leaving Chicago sometime in March... He already got accepted into the apartment and has a lease so really I am only applying as his "spouse" so I don't think I should have any problems. We thought the move would be at the end of March but it might end up being mid-March. I must be crazy but what the hell, we're happy. No more snow for me!! WOOHOO!!! And hey if I can tolerate Louisiana summers, I can tolerate Texas ones.

Send me some good JuJu folks, I think I am going to need it!
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Wha....Who.... [Nov. 29th, 2003|02:16 pm]
Perpetual One
[mood |happyhappy]
[music |Nora Jones]

Who is this strange person I have become over the last week!?
I am doing strange things, and wondering what these words are that are coming out of my mouth.... I am happy there is no doubt there, although finding happiness with another person is a scary thing for me. A VERY scary thing.

I met the parents last night, all in all it was nice... I am pretty sure I met their approval, even if they do remember I was the one who was with him several years back before he was old enough for me to date, heh.

He went to work this morning, well noonish anyway... And I heard strange words come out of my mouth like, "what would you like for dinner, I'll cook tonight", and "ok lets go get your key made so you don't get locked out if you beat me home"... I am content in this relationship but there is this part of my brain going WHOOOAAA SISTER!! What is going on here!? what are we doing!? Have we lost our mind!? *twitch*twitch*
So to rebel against these mushy feelings I remind myself he is moving to Texas in a year, and I even say to him, "I'm having too much fun, it's too bad you are moving so far away" In which he replies, "yeah but when I buy the boat we can sail out on the Gulf"... Brain......on...overload....

If someone finds the real me, can you please send her home, I think we are in trouble, MAYDAY! MAYDAY!

But it's such a nice, warm, pleasant sort of trouble.
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GeeZus! [Nov. 24th, 2003|09:52 pm]
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[mood |coldcold]

Who hit the deep freeze button while I was sleeping last night!!! it was 7° here today!!!!!!!!!!!!

I hate winter, snow, cold, the midwest....BLAH!
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The Dawg is in the House [Nov. 22nd, 2003|02:22 pm]
Perpetual One
[mood |contentcontent]

This weekend so far has been divine!
Went out with an old friend (the ex I had mentioned) It was like things were just where we left off with each other, it was good company, a little too much fun, and a long pleasant night, morning and early afternoon.
Although while we were looking at old pictures from back in the day he was kind enough to remind me why we broke up.... (I couldn't remember), and I did not mind at all this reminder, not coming from him anyway, as we have always had a very "blunt" relationship - But apparently I told him I was getting way too attached and I had to leave, so I turned and walked out of his life...Imagine that! Coming from me! I believe it probably had something to do with him being 17 and I 22 at the time.... Be he is alllll grown up now, heh.
He only plans on living in IL for a year though, so it will be interesting to see where this re-crossing of paths will lead us... If anywhere.

I had always wondered about him, and apparently he had never forgotten me either, (he told me as much)...And, also he came looking for me when he moved back to town. Life is weird, always throwing curve balls.
Here's to ya Dawg! Thanks for coming around.
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(no subject) [Nov. 20th, 2003|06:10 pm]
Perpetual One
[mood |sicksick]

I am sick. Bleh.
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(no subject) [Nov. 15th, 2003|11:00 am]
Perpetual One
[mood |busybusy]

I've a million things to do this weekend. I want to re-arrange some furniture, clean up this room which is basically a library/art room...It also happens to look like an epicenter right now, I also have a bunch of papers I need to type up for the Temple, no rest for the wicked.

Yesterday I received a major blast from the past...Ex-boyfriend stopped by the parental units house looking for me! He found me. Thanks mom.
I really don't mind, he and I stayed friends after we split up for the most part...He used to look like Kid Rock's Doppleganger, but according to my mother he cut all his hair off. Unfortunately I am _somewhat_ involved now...But I tell ya, I am curious, I might have to take him up on those cocktails and dinner he offered!
He is one of those people that it seems is from a lifetime ago, even though it's only been like 6-7 years since I last saw him. Everything was so different back then, and we were nothing but trouble! It was lots of fun.

I have been trying really hard to focus on this one guy, and not make him just another hit and run victim of mine...and now the ex is knocking on my back door...the ex who is sexy, "dangerous", sweet, and very, very naughty... It's so not fair!

I think I will go meditate over my morning cawfee ;)
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(no subject) [Nov. 14th, 2003|11:42 pm]
Perpetual One
Nothing here yet, but there will be :o)
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