||[Nov. 29th, 2003|02:16 pm]
Who is this strange person I have become over the last week!?
I am doing strange things, and wondering what these words are that are coming out of my mouth.... I am happy there is no doubt there, although finding happiness with another person is a scary thing for me. A VERY scary thing.
I met the parents last night, all in all it was nice... I am pretty sure I met their approval, even if they do remember I was the one who was with him several years back before he was old enough for me to date, heh.
He went to work this morning, well noonish anyway... And I heard strange words come out of my mouth like, "what would you like for dinner, I'll cook tonight", and "ok lets go get your key made so you don't get locked out if you beat me home"... I am content in this relationship but there is this part of my brain going WHOOOAAA SISTER!! What is going on here!? what are we doing!? Have we lost our mind!? *twitch*twitch*
So to rebel against these mushy feelings I remind myself he is moving to Texas in a year, and I even say to him, "I'm having too much fun, it's too bad you are moving so far away" In which he replies, "yeah but when I buy the boat we can sail out on the Gulf"... Brain......on...overload....
If someone finds the real me, can you please send her home, I think we are in trouble, MAYDAY! MAYDAY!
But it's such a nice, warm, pleasant sort of trouble.